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Kiley Minser. @kiley_minser

Kiley Minser. kiley_minser
  • bio: "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13
  • number of photos: 215
  • followed by: 1073
 

That she did.✨ #callmecrazy #weird #trustyourownmadness πŸŒœπŸŒπŸŒžπŸŒ±πŸŒ€

That she did.✨ #callmecrazy #weird #trustyourownmadness πŸŒœπŸŒπŸŒžπŸŒ±πŸŒ€

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2014-09-17 20:18:23

Amen! πŸ™πŸ’ͺπŸ™ŒπŸšΆπŸŒŸπŸ˜‡ #happytuesday #neveralone #jesusisalwayswithyou #youareworthit!

Amen! πŸ™πŸ’ͺπŸ™ŒπŸšΆπŸŒŸπŸ˜‡ #happytuesday #neveralone #jesusisalwayswithyou #youareworthit!

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  • @steezy_valdeezy (3 dni)
    Needed to hear that, thanks kiddo!
     
  • @momma_lojo (2 dni)
    AMEN!! Remember this when you are down! GOD πŸ’—you!!
     
 

2014-09-16 16:39:50

I know this picture is blurry and maybe not so cool, but it means so much to me. To me it exemplifies the type of relationship we shared and boy do I miss it. Always so playful, never taking life so seriously. I miss this person no matter what time it is. No matter what's going on in my life. When I look happy, I'm still missing you. When I'm sad about something irrelevant to you, Im still missing you. You were my best friend! I will always miss you.. You will always be that piece of my heart that is missing. Slowly but surely am I learning how to live without it, but it will still never be the same. Unexpected death kind of rips away apart of your soul, kicks you to the curb, puts your heart in a blender and slaps you across the face.. Death at all does. My life has changed forever. Everytime you lose someone you love, your life is completely changed. Completely. I wish you were still here to talk to, but I am so grateful you are at peace and filled with joy. #memorymonday #missinyou #bff #alwaysinmyheart #nevereverforgotten

I know this picture is blurry and maybe not so cool, but it means so much to me. To me it exemplifies the type of relationship we shared and boy do I miss it. Always so playful, never taking life so seriously. I miss this person no matter what time it is. No matter what's going on in my life. When I look happy, I'm still missing you. When I'm sad about something irrelevant to you, Im still missing you. You were my best friend! I will always miss you.. You will always be that piece of my heart that is missing. Slowly but surely am I learning how to live without it, but it will still never be the same. Unexpected death kind of rips away apart of your soul, kicks you to the curb, puts your heart in a blender and slaps you across the face.. Death at all does. My life has changed forever. Everytime you lose someone you love, your life is completely changed. Completely. I wish you were still here to talk to, but I am so grateful you are at peace and filled with joy. #memorymonday #missinyou #bff #alwaysinmyheart #nevereverforgotten

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  • @jordan.zoe (4 dni)
    I admire your strength and positivity, you have such a beautiful soul. ❀️ still keeping you in my prayers pretty girl.
     
  • @paytondarrow_ (4 dni)
    πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“
     
  • @rachelkingggg (4 dni)
    You're so strong Kiley. It truly amazes me. You're handling this chapter in your life so well. Always praying for you! Love you
     
  • @kiley_minser (4 dni)
    Thank you both. I love you so much❀ @jordan.zoe @rachelkingggg
     
  • @wyattgrey (2 dni)
    @kiley_minser I wish I had your resolve and patience.
     
 

2014-09-15 16:45:51

Get lost in the seaπŸŒŠβœ¨πŸŒ€πŸŒžπŸ πŸ¬πŸ³πŸšπŸ™πŸ™ŒπŸ˜ #paddleboarding #ocean #mermaid #love #natureseeker #live

Get lost in the seaπŸŒŠβœ¨πŸŒ€πŸŒžπŸ πŸ¬πŸ³πŸšπŸ™πŸ™ŒπŸ˜ #paddleboarding #ocean #mermaid #love #natureseeker #live

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2014-09-15 01:55:54

Cinque Terre, Italy.πŸ˜β€πŸ’›πŸŒ… I can dream.πŸŒ βœ¨πŸ™ŒπŸ’­ This is a Fairytale! I want to live in this picture! 🎨 #oneday #bucketlist #italy #cinqueterre #love #ahhhh!

Cinque Terre, Italy.πŸ˜β€πŸ’›πŸŒ… I can dream.πŸŒ βœ¨πŸ™ŒπŸ’­ This is a Fairytale! I want to live in this picture! 🎨 #oneday #bucketlist #italy #cinqueterre #love #ahhhh!

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2014-09-14 01:02:48

And God! I think this is the best piece of wisdom I've gotten for a while. #mykindathinking #recreate #surroundyourself #withpeoplewholove #liveahappylife Don't be discouraged when others expect you to be stronger than you feel, they aren't in your shoes! It's okay to not be okay, but use your strengths around you. :) #repost

And God! I think this is the best piece of wisdom I've gotten for a while. #mykindathinking #recreate #surroundyourself #withpeoplewholove #liveahappylife Don't be discouraged when others expect you to be stronger than you feel, they aren't in your shoes! It's okay to not be okay, but use your strengths around you. :) #repost

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2014-09-10 21:32:49

Just gettin' prepared for end times.πŸ™ Have fun, live!!!!πŸ˜ƒ #45 #pistol #1911 #annieoakley πŸ’₯πŸ”«

Just gettin' prepared for end times.πŸ™ Have fun, live!!!!πŸ˜ƒ #45 #pistol #1911 #annieoakley πŸ’₯πŸ”«

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2014-09-08 20:20:32

THIS IS GOD. We are SO blessed! πŸ˜πŸ™πŸ™Œ #givesmechills #amazing #ahhhh! β›…β˜€πŸŒ€β€πŸ’›

THIS IS GOD. We are SO blessed! πŸ˜πŸ™πŸ™Œ #givesmechills #amazing #ahhhh! β›…β˜€πŸŒ€β€πŸ’›

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2014-09-08 02:45:08

It's the mermaid within meπŸŒŠπŸŒžπŸ¬πŸšπŸ™ #notgonnalie #iwasscared #mermaidsarereal #causeimone

It's the mermaid within meπŸŒŠπŸŒžπŸ¬πŸšπŸ™ #notgonnalie #iwasscared #mermaidsarereal #causeimone

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  • @rebeccazemke (12 dni)
    Fun!
     
  • @wyattgrey (11 dni)
    @kiley_minser πŸ™ŒπŸ‘Œ
     
  • @gavinaxel (11 dni)
    Looks fun
     
  • @laurenvrock (9 dni)
    I always wanted to do that but I've been scared cuz I know right when I hit the water I'm gonna think Jaws is comin for me haha
     
  • @kiley_minser (9 dni)
    Same here!!! That's why I swim out super fast. Hahahahah. You shall do it with someone, you will feel a little better:) Def something you gotta do in your life! @laurenvrock
     
 

2014-09-08 00:13:56

There's no right or wrong way of loving someone. Love is just love.. There's no instructions for it. There's no stopping it. There's no motives behind it. There's no expectancies from it. There's comfort in it. It's just there.. And it's surreal, because you know real love is always going to be there. No matter where a person is, or how much a person changes.. With real unconditional love, it is never questioned of going away. My mom, she showed me this love. She is the one person in my life whom I will never ever ever question the love she had for me. Man am I blessed to have experienced this love and have it be my own mother. I see how some parents are almost foreign to this type of love with their children.. I have experienced it myself. I just wish I could love everyone who ever walks on my path at least half as much as my mom did! My childhood was not the greatest, and my mom had her fair share of issues, but the most important thing that shines through all that, is her love!!! Thanks mom for giving me/teaching me the most important thing in this life! Thanks God for giving me such a great mom. #flashbackfriday #loveconquersdeath #neverforgotten #missinyou ❀

There's no right or wrong way of loving someone. Love is just love.. There's no instructions for it. There's no stopping it. There's no motives behind it. There's no expectancies from it. There's comfort in it. It's just there.. And it's surreal, because you know real love is always going to be there. No matter where a person is, or how much a person changes.. With real unconditional love, it is never questioned of going away. My mom, she showed me this love. She is the one person in my life whom I will never ever ever question the love she had for me. Man am I blessed to have experienced this love and have it be my own mother. I see how some parents are almost foreign to this type of love with their children.. I have experienced it myself. I just wish I could love everyone who ever walks on my path at least half as much as my mom did! My childhood was not the greatest, and my mom had her fair share of issues, but the most important thing that shines through all that, is her love!!! Thanks mom for giving me/teaching me the most important thing in this life! Thanks God for giving me such a great mom. #flashbackfriday #loveconquersdeath #neverforgotten #missinyou ❀

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2014-09-06 00:13:41

Ain't that the truth. Please tell me I'm not the only one! #justbeingreal #deep

Ain't that the truth. Please tell me I'm not the only one! #justbeingreal #deep

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  • @tvelli_ (15 dni)
    i love this so much
     
  • @shylohhatfield (15 dni)
    You're not the only one. My life has been like a category 5 and everyone around me either runs or gets caught in a storm.
     
  • @ryleearthurs (15 dni)
    πŸŒŠπŸ’™
     
  • @momma_lojo (14 dni)
    And Some ppl understand hurricanes because now they are just a tropical storm!
     
  • @kiley_minser (14 dni)
    I miss you😩😒 @momma_lojo
     
 

2014-09-04 20:26:01

Just received this picture that I didn't even know existed and had to share. Thank you @ryleearthurs. I wish every day that I could just look into your eyes again. 6 months lacking your presence leaving me wandering around lost trying to find my days without you. I miss you bearcub. #neverforgotten #loveconquersdeath #tookismonster

Just received this picture that I didn't even know existed and had to share. Thank you @ryleearthurs. I wish every day that I could just look into your eyes again. 6 months lacking your presence leaving me wandering around lost trying to find my days without you. I miss you bearcub. #neverforgotten #loveconquersdeath #tookismonster

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  • @ryleearthurs (15 dni)
    I was like your guys own personal photographer..
     
  • @kiley_minser (15 dni)
    You were! Rebecca as well! I am so so soooo grateful for all the memories you captured. I never really realized the importance of a photograph. I love you Rylee, thank you❀ @ryleearthurs
     
  • @ryleearthurs (15 dni)
    I love you too πŸ’˜
     
  • @kiley_minser (15 dni)
    @rebeccazemke Looks like your nose hereπŸ’•
     
  • @rebeccazemke (15 dni)
    Hahaha πŸ‘ƒ. Aweeee. I love this picture. Makes me cry. A sad day today. πŸ˜’πŸ’”
     
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2014-09-04 01:09:17

"I stared at this picture for a few minutes and said God talk to me.. I looked at this picture a little longer and began to think. God promised to never leave or forsake me. How could you be so loyal to me when I abuse all that you have given me to live for? I sin daily. We abuse ourselves mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually and you have to deal with it because of one of the many promises YOU KEEP! YOU promised me you would never leave me. You would protect me. Even when I am my own enemy. You told us where there is weakness, I will find my strength. Jesus endures all that we put ourselves through to pick us back up, comfort us, protect us, and SAVE US. I am nothing without God. I would have been dead so long ago, but you've taken on so much for me. You've taken on sins, the things we're not proud of, you've taken away our guilt we deserve. I can't believe after all we've been through, after how disobedient I've been, after what I've put us through, Jesus, you never left me. No friend on earth has been around that long.. We have to be mindful of all that we're truly given every day by our creator. Grace. Mercy. Love. Protection. Forgiveness." Repost: @danachanel -Your words, the picture, touched me deeply. Thank you Dana.

"I stared at this picture for a few minutes and said God talk to me.. I looked at this picture a little longer and began to think. God promised to never leave or forsake me. How could you be so loyal to me when I abuse all that you have given me to live for? I sin daily. We abuse ourselves mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually and you have to deal with it because of one of the many promises YOU KEEP! YOU promised me you would never leave me. You would protect me. Even when I am my own enemy. You told us where there is weakness, I will find my strength. Jesus endures all that we put ourselves through to pick us back up, comfort us, protect us, and SAVE US. I am nothing without God. I would have been dead so long ago, but you've taken on so much for me. You've taken on sins, the things we're not proud of, you've taken away our guilt we deserve. I can't believe after all we've been through, after how disobedient I've been, after what I've put us through, Jesus, you never left me. No friend on earth has been around that long.. We have to be mindful of all that we're truly given every day by our creator. Grace. Mercy. Love. Protection. Forgiveness." Repost: @danachanel -Your words, the picture, touched me deeply. Thank you Dana.

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2014-09-03 16:12:49

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2014-09-02 16:21:48

I like being alone. I spend a lot of time in my own head, and I'm sure people wouldn't understand me if I tried to explain my thoughts. I feel closer to God when the mess of the world isn't surrounding me. I like the ocean, because its a whole 'nother world down there.. I like to imagine the communities it contains, the mysteries we cannot see and the species not yet found. Being here makes me feel okay, because I have something to wonder about. And it's proof that this isn't it.. That there is so much more to life. I cherish the day I meet with the Lord and my loved ones. I cannot wait, however, having this here on earth makes it easier to be. It is a true gift from God, and I can see my mom and Shawn through it all. My aunt, uncles, and grandma too. Mysteries are beautiful, and they keep excitement going in life. I have been scared of the unknown, but am learning the more you embrace it, the more valuable, special & sacred it seems to be. I don't know what I'd do without God. #justathought #oceanlover #natureseeker #thankyouJesus #peaceful πŸŒŽπŸŒžπŸŒΎπŸŒŠπŸšπŸ πŸ™

I like being alone. I spend a lot of time in my own head, and I'm sure people wouldn't understand me if I tried to explain my thoughts. I feel closer to God when the mess of the world isn't surrounding me. I like the ocean, because its a whole 'nother world down there.. I like to imagine the communities it contains, the mysteries we cannot see and the species not yet found. Being here makes me feel okay, because I have something to wonder about. And it's proof that this isn't it.. That there is so much more to life. I cherish the day I meet with the Lord and my loved ones. I cannot wait, however, having this here on earth makes it easier to be. It is a true gift from God, and I can see my mom and Shawn through it all. My aunt, uncles, and grandma too. Mysteries are beautiful, and they keep excitement going in life. I have been scared of the unknown, but am learning the more you embrace it, the more valuable, special & sacred it seems to be. I don't know what I'd do without God. #justathought #oceanlover #natureseeker #thankyouJesus #peaceful πŸŒŽπŸŒžπŸŒΎπŸŒŠπŸšπŸ πŸ™

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2014-08-30 00:47:47

~God gave us memories so we can see roses in the winter time.~ 🌹 #imissyoutookis #LongBeach #firstroadtrip @ashuhlaay @shawn_arthurs ❀

~God gave us memories so we can see roses in the winter time.~ 🌹 #imissyoutookis #LongBeach #firstroadtrip @ashuhlaay @shawn_arthurs ❀

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  • @joshpilg (22 dni)
    I miss him so much @kiley_minser
     
  • @summermaryssa (22 dni)
    β€οΈπŸ˜”πŸ™
     
  • @kiley_minser (22 dni)
    I do too.. One day we will all get to see him again, and that day needs to come sooner! πŸ’› @joshpilg @summermaryssa
     
  • @tulovehair (22 dni)
    Xoxo
     
  • @ashuhlaay (22 dni)
    So many good memories on that trip. And he just had to push me in the pool as soon as we all got home. I love both of you guys so much..
     
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2014-08-28 16:17:58

Hey, thanks for being there.. You're a great person. You have a big heart. We have been through so many things in life.. Good and bad, but we always manage to pick up right where we left off. I think that's what's important. Accepting eachother no matter where were at in life. Thanks for being you dude.πŸ’›

Hey, thanks for being there.. You're a great person. You have a big heart. We have been through so many things in life.. Good and bad, but we always manage to pick up right where we left off. I think that's what's important. Accepting eachother no matter where were at in life. Thanks for being you dude.πŸ’›

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  • @jaykaang (22 dni)
    I love you kiiii!!!!! 😘❀️ no matter where life takes us! @kiley_minser
     
  • @kiley_minser (22 dni)
    ❀😊 @jaykaang
     
 

2014-08-27 23:12:46

& the only One that will never forsake you, leave you, envy you, compete with you, kick you to the curb, expect something in return is that of Our Father. He really never will stop loving you, no matter what you do. His love is unconditional. #Godlovesyou #believe #trust #intimacywithYou

& the only One that will never forsake you, leave you, envy you, compete with you, kick you to the curb, expect something in return is that of Our Father. He really never will stop loving you, no matter what you do. His love is unconditional. #Godlovesyou #believe #trust #intimacywithYou

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  • @kiley_minser (29 dni)
    I'm glad that could help you.πŸ™ @wyattgrey
     
  • @kiley_minser (29 dni)
    Any greatness is a gift from up above. You're sweet CaitlinπŸ’• @caitlin_rodgers
     
  • @corispics (29 dni)
    ❀️
     
  • @c__solway (29 dni)
    #keepinfaith πŸ’•
     
  • @momma_lojo (28 dni)
    πŸ’—
     
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2014-08-21 21:20:23

When the going gets tough, don't give up. "Pain generates the impulse to change, and serves to wake us sleepers from our dreams." My goodness, God I am so grateful for the very moments in which you lead me to peace! #noordinarymoments #iamthankfulformypain One day, your pain will make you to be in a place where you never thought or imagined yourself to be. #keepfaith Life will always give you pain, how will you react to it? #norunningaway #facingpain #courage πŸ™β˜πŸŒΉ

When the going gets tough, don't give up. "Pain generates the impulse to change, and serves to wake us sleepers from our dreams." My goodness, God I am so grateful for the very moments in which you lead me to peace! #noordinarymoments #iamthankfulformypain One day, your pain will make you to be in a place where you never thought or imagined yourself to be. #keepfaith Life will always give you pain, how will you react to it? #norunningaway #facingpain #courage πŸ™β˜πŸŒΉ

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  • @x_noahjerwin_x (32 dni)
    Such a babe! :p
     
  • @chris.valenzuela (32 dni)
    Fear has two meanings.. "Forget Everything And Run" or "Face Everything And Rise" "The choice is yours"
     
  • @c__solway (32 dni)
    You're so very welcome! Anytime you need it, I'm around! You have so much strength, sometimes we just need to be reminded. You've got this! Prayin' for you! πŸ’•
     
  • @kiley_minser (32 dni)
    Words with truth and deep meaning. @chris.valenzuela Ahhhh, thank you!!! You're so kindπŸ’• @c__solway
     
  • @chris.valenzuela (31 dni)
    @kiley_minser stopped by to drop ya off something but no answer... Thought it was pretty good.
     
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2014-08-18 20:04:38

#tbt to when times were good. When there were bad things happening around me & I was too young and innocent to comprehend. When I had people and love I never thought I'd lose. When pain didn't exist. When it was all about love and passion for everything. When simple things (like a bright colour) always brought me the greatest of joy. When I wasn't scared of anything. When I didn't know that this feeling doesn't last forever. When there wasn't a worry in the world, and just believed that everything was just fine. When I didn't care about what people thought. When I felt closest to God. Man.. These were the days! #tbt #missmyhorses #missalotofthings #maybethisiswhatheavenslike #dreamer #justalilbaby #presleythehorse

#tbt to when times were good. When there were bad things happening around me & I was too young and innocent to comprehend. When I had people and love I never thought I'd lose. When pain didn't exist. When it was all about love and passion for everything. When simple things (like a bright colour) always brought me the greatest of joy. When I wasn't scared of anything. When I didn't know that this feeling doesn't last forever. When there wasn't a worry in the world, and just believed that everything was just fine. When I didn't care about what people thought. When I felt closest to God. Man.. These were the days! #tbt #missmyhorses #missalotofthings #maybethisiswhatheavenslike #dreamer #justalilbaby #presleythehorse

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2014-08-14 17:51:33

Grouplove we're waiting for you! Shawn we love you!!!! #grouplove #portugaltheman #hondacivictour #lilbro #concerts @gavinaxl @rebeccazemke @jakezemke

Grouplove we're waiting for you! Shawn we love you!!!! #grouplove #portugaltheman #hondacivictour #lilbro #concerts @gavinaxl @rebeccazemke @jakezemke

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  • @rebeccazemke (36 dni)
    Such a cute pic.
     
  • @taylorlynnmesser (36 dni)
    I was there too!
     
  • @kiley_minser (36 dni)
    No way! Wish I would have seen ya! @taylorlynnmesser
     
  • @aaalexevans (36 dni)
    Oh my gosh I knew that was you 😒 man I was gonna say hi too
     
  • @kiley_minser (36 dni)
    I saw you too! I didn't know if you remembered me or not so I didn't say hi! Haha. You looked so pretty! 😊 @aaalexevans
     
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2014-08-14 03:08:59

Rest in Peace Robin. Praying for your family and that you are now up there with Him where there is no more pain. You were an awesome soul and inspired so many with your bright personality and sense of humor. #RIP #robinwilliams #anotherstaradedtothesky πŸ™β˜πŸŒŸβ€

Rest in Peace Robin. Praying for your family and that you are now up there with Him where there is no more pain. You were an awesome soul and inspired so many with your bright personality and sense of humor. #RIP #robinwilliams #anotherstaradedtothesky πŸ™β˜πŸŒŸβ€

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  • @kay_huff14 (38 dni)
    This is so perfect. πŸ‘Œ
     
  • @rebeccazemke (38 dni)
    Rest in Peace. πŸ™ I him and Shawnie are in heaven laughing together. I pray for his family too. They must be heartbroken πŸ’”
     
  • @rebeccazemke (38 dni)
    *hope
     
  • @kiley_minser (38 dni)
    I'm sure they are😊 Along with all the rest of our loved ones up there. I am sure they areπŸ’” lots of love, support and prayers to them.❀ He will be very missed. @rebeccazemke
     
 

2014-08-12 04:13:37

~Let the weak say "I'm strong"~ πŸšπŸ¬πŸ™πŸŒŠπŸŒž Live through God victoriously. #itstime

~Let the weak say "I'm strong"~ πŸšπŸ¬πŸ™πŸŒŠπŸŒž Live through God victoriously. #itstime

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  • @kiley_minser (44 dni)
    Pirates cove. It's a private beach to the right. Let me take you there! I miss you :) @ashuhlaay
     
  • @ashuhlaay (44 dni)
    I'm going shopping with my moms today, but I have Thursday and Sunday off. :) I miss you too!
     
  • @kiley_minser (44 dni)
    Let's go one of those days! I'm free both :) @ashuhlaay
     
  • @ashuhlaay (44 dni)
    Ok! Just call me on the day that's best for you! :)
     
  • @_west09_ (44 dni)
    Looks amazing.
     
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2014-08-06 17:46:50

You are more unique, valuable, and amazing than society will ever expect you to be! Be YOU! Because you are the best you that you could ever be! πŸ™πŸ’šπŸ‘ŒπŸ˜Š

You are more unique, valuable, and amazing than society will ever expect you to be! Be YOU! Because you are the best you that you could ever be! πŸ™πŸ’šπŸ‘ŒπŸ˜Š

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2014-08-05 19:31:06

It has been 5 months.. 5 whole months since you last lived on this earth. I crave your existence more and more every day. I find myself going back through some of my old things hoping I might find something you left me I hadn't seen yet. Like a note, or a picture, or anything that was from you.. I live in denial most days, and some I have truly accepted that you're in a better place. It's been 5 whole months.. Roller coaster of events, feelings, and heartache. It feels like it has all gone by so fast, and just yesterday we were sitting in your car having our last conversation. I was cleaning the bathroom today and the smell of your cologne lingered.. Everything that reminds me of you Shawn brings back instant flashbacks of all the memories I shared with you. For five months, I have been withdrawing at the lack of your presence. Literally withdrawing and trying to get through the days. Shawn, I don't know how I've lasted this long, but I'm trying to do it. I try to remember all the inspirational things you used to tell me when I would be balling my eyes out because of the hardships of life.. It hurts because during these times, you were always there for me. No matter the situation. You didn't judge me, you loved me just the way I was and you still wanted more.. I miss your funny laugh and your bright smile. I miss our friendship and our love. I miss your touch, smell, voice, your existence. I miss your hugs, kisses, and cuddles. I miss the closeness, because I have never felt more close to anyone than you. You brought me instant comfort and peace.. You were calming and accepting towards me. Whenever I would be having an anxiety filled day, just being in your presence gave me the same feeling a relaxing massage would. I miss you so much Shawn Dalton Arthurs. I am forever changed and trying to accept that. The world seems to keep moving and I'm having a hard time catching up. My world has been like that for quite some time, but you were always my motivation to keep moving. I am so blessed I experienced your presence in my life. I miss you so much. There is not a phrase, word, sentence, nothing that could express the feelings of missing you I have. I love youπŸ’›β€

It has been 5 months.. 5 whole months since you last lived on this earth. I crave your existence more and more every day. I find myself going back through some of my old things hoping I might find something you left me I hadn't seen yet. Like a note, or a picture, or anything that was from you.. I live in denial most days, and some I have truly accepted that you're in a better place. It's been 5 whole months.. Roller coaster of events, feelings, and heartache. It feels like it has all gone by so fast, and just yesterday we were sitting in your car having our last conversation. I was cleaning the bathroom today and the smell of your cologne lingered.. Everything that reminds me of you Shawn brings back instant flashbacks of all the memories I shared with you. For five months, I have been withdrawing at the lack of your presence. Literally withdrawing and trying to get through the days. Shawn, I don't know how I've lasted this long, but I'm trying to do it. I try to remember all the inspirational things you used to tell me when I would be balling my eyes out because of the hardships of life.. It hurts because during these times, you were always there for me. No matter the situation. You didn't judge me, you loved me just the way I was and you still wanted more.. I miss your funny laugh and your bright smile. I miss our friendship and our love. I miss your touch, smell, voice, your existence. I miss your hugs, kisses, and cuddles. I miss the closeness, because I have never felt more close to anyone than you. You brought me instant comfort and peace.. You were calming and accepting towards me. Whenever I would be having an anxiety filled day, just being in your presence gave me the same feeling a relaxing massage would. I miss you so much Shawn Dalton Arthurs. I am forever changed and trying to accept that. The world seems to keep moving and I'm having a hard time catching up. My world has been like that for quite some time, but you were always my motivation to keep moving. I am so blessed I experienced your presence in my life. I miss you so much. There is not a phrase, word, sentence, nothing that could express the feelings of missing you I have. I love youπŸ’›β€

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  • @digiadrianne (46 dni)
    Hugs. I know it's hard. You're so brave to share.
     
  • @kfmcknight (46 dni)
    You're such a strong girl kiley! @kiley_minser πŸ‘ŠπŸ’ͺ
     
  • @ryleearthurs (46 dni)
    πŸ’” today's been rough
     
  • @corispics (46 dni)
    That was beautiful. I miss that face so much.πŸ’”πŸ‘Ό
     
  • @marii_eloisa (46 dni)
    πŸ’”πŸ˜ž
     
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2014-08-04 02:08:14

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