|NOT ME| If people new that i dont eat much and i puke up my food they would be like wtf and all but the reason why i hate my body so much is because boys....they always call me fat and the one i most trusted called me a fat ugly pig...im doing this for myself and to prove them all rong!
This one is for all my followers who struggle. If it's an eating disorder, not feeling like you belong, ADHD, being bullied, bipolar, people around you making you feel like shit or depression that makes life hard.
YOU'RE GOING TO BE OKAY!
One day everything will be okay and it's gonna be worth it. All that pain you've been will turn into a scar, maybe a real scar, maybe a scar on your heart. I know you'll never forget the pain but after a while you're enjoying life and you'll be free. Those who haven't been in pain will enjoy happiness less than you'll do!
NEVER FORGET THAT YOU'RE WORTH IT!
I care about you, i really do. As prove you can dm me,
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Ask questions you're afraid to ask to someone else, Advice if you don't know what to do. I'm gonna be there for you cuz you're worth it!!!
I'll be fasting for 5days start this Monday. Fasting for about 12hours a day.. So i'll eat some after 12hours fasting. So its about 60hours fasting from Monday till Friday.. Wish i can do it!
p/s no drink no food. Soo yahhhhhhhh
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Things are rough and I've been eating like crazy lately. Need to start restricting more because this makes me feel absolutely horrendous. 😖 too scared to weight myself but I can see that I've gained, especially around my thighs..
Things have been shit lately. I've gained so much weight it's ridiculous. I didn't eat anything all day today (I had some tea and water, went without food for about 20 hours) but of course when you follow you mom to the grocery shop you leave with a ton of unhealthy shit and binge when you get home.. 😤😩 couldn't stand the guilt of it so I purged for the first time in ages. I think I got at least half out, maybe more? Idek. I haven't been active at all since new year and i haven't posted on my food diary either (obviously because I've eaten like a pig and I haven't really had 'regular' meals), since things are really stressing me out (especially school) I might take a break for a week or so. Either way I won't post much. Sorry, I'll try harder when things get better food wise and when I don't have lost a few pounds so that you guys won't die looking at this fatty. Anyways, bye for now and I wish you all the best. Hope you're all alright. 💕