Ok so if you check a bit my previous posts you will come across some efforts I made to keep my diet on a schedule by preparing meals in advance etc. Well that was a complete failure and I proudly admit it! I simply cannot plan ahead! To be honest I might keep some boiled eggs in the fridge but that’s pretty much it. I don’t have the time and when I do have it I get sucked in by netflix! Luckily though I have my mom to help a bit in that area!
As a matter of fact just yesterday I was at her place where she helped prepare some stuff for me that will get me throught the week definately! Don’t missjudge me -and if you do I frankly don’t care π – it’s not that i’m a lazy person -although I am π – it’s just that I am away from home for at least 12 hours a day and I’m too tired to cook so I just wanna have whatever is ready.
So let me get to my point here. For reasons I don’t wanna get into as I hate making excuses, I gained weight. I was refusing to get on scale for sometime, I was probably scared I guess, I always said that I know I gained a few but it’s under control cause my clothing size hasn’t change… my pants are a bit tighter but since they fit I’m ok. Well dear I’m not! I decided to get onto that scale last week and I was shocked! And I now realize that it was the right thing to do because it really made me think, because in the past I was always very disciplined and I got really frustrated with the outcome.
So as from last week I made some changes (no I still don’t cook) regarding my eating habits. So first things first! I decided that I am not on a diet! I named this process “Operation HOT-ification” because it’s more fun to say and hear, also it gives me perspective. One more thing I am doing is that I am using myself for motivation. I got back to my photos from 2017 when I think I was in my best condition yet, to motivate myself. I can be that person again and I will! I think it’s far more helpful than trying to be like other people. I am simply trying to be the best me I can be!
Finally, I told all my friends about it and what my goal is, my first step is to reach half my goal in two months, and asked them to slap me if I haven’t π Ok i don’t think they will actually slap me but they will help me stay on track.
I’ll see you in two months and let you know if I reached my goal or gathered a few slaps!
Here are some of my inspo photos π