❣

Check out this listing I just added to my Poshmark closet: Button down dress.

Check out this listing I just added to my Poshmark closet: Costume: Venom one piece bodysuit (Halloween).

Hello Tumblr.

It’s 3:55 am and and I haven’t been on here for I think 2 or 3 years.

I’m writing my feelings down tonight because something sad has happened today, or should I say 9 hours ago.

I know many others go through this but it really does suck that it has to happen to certain people like myself. My current now ex boyfriend wanted to take a break. But taking “breaks” usually that always means it’s not going to work out after that break and it crushes me. He doesn’t know what break means considering him and I have only dated 1 person before each other and break is an odd thing to say or do. He doesn’t know what’s best because he says he can’t understand his emotions. He says he’s selfish.. alot and that he he’s selfish for breaking my heart and making me sad. He’s said a lot with the spam of 3 hours. I’m torn. I’m so torn because we moved in together, made memories, traveled, seen who we are. We grew. He says he’s watched me grow but didn’t see us grow. He doesn’t know what he wants, he says he feels bitter and that he’s young yet he felt like he rushed into this. Him and I were together for 6 years I believe. We’ve gone through so much. I will truly miss him and he plans on moving out and quitting the job we both work at… I know as stupid and dumb all this sounds I will also suffer a little financially. He doesn’t know where he’s going to go, or who knows how true all this will be but I have seen these changes in him and it sucks that those changes are what I actually had assumed before. When I had noticed I thought well maybe i should cut back a little and give him space. It wasn’t enough though. I want to write so much more but it’s just not in me to write. It’s currently 4:12 am, I think it’s time to wrap things up. Goodnight

Check out this listing I just added to my Poshmark closet: Dress.