Today marks the 7 year anniversary since the accident. I don’t think anyone ever checks this blogpost anymore, but I find solace in writing, so thought I’d put something here. I call this my Alive Day .
It seems surreal to me that on this day, 7 years ago, I nearly lost my life. Instead, I survived. And life has moved on. As I write this, my first thought was to say, “Life has moved on, rather uneventfully”. But in reality, there has been a lot that’s happened. In my own life, the lives of loved ones, and in the world. This thing we call “life” is fascinating. While talking with my good friend, Jenny, a few years back, regarding some decision I was considering, she said to me, “Life is short.” Then added in contemplation, “…but it’s also really long.” It made me laugh, but was actually profound.
I’ve heard people say that the purpose of life is to find happiness. I don’t believe that’s entirely true. Of course, I still haven’t figured out what the real purpose of life Is, but I do know it’s so much deeper than just finding happiness.
After having an experience like I had on this day, 7 years ago, I can’t help but look at life through a different lens. I recognize beauty in everything, I’m grateful for so much more. I think I just have perspective. Perspective is powerful.
Having lived 7 more years on this planet, I’ve experienced love, heartbreak, loss, fear, disappointment, anger, hate (of my own, as well as towards me). Excitement, joy, tenderness, adventure, inspiration, more love. I’ve lost coworkers, friends, and family. I’ve gained new coworkers, made new friends, and became closer with family. I’ve talked politics, religion, philosophy, history, and learned mundane, useless facts. Laughed, cried, loved more. Watched as the world went through a couple presidents, a worldwide pandemic, several natural disasters, and wars.
This is life. This is an interactive movie played out in front of us all. As I look back on these past 8 years, I feel like I’m starting to realize so many important truths. Truths I wish I knew so long ago.
Love. Service. Kindness. Compassion. Authenticity. These are things we need to learn. For others, but also for ourselves. The reality is, the purpose of life seems to be to just Live. To find out who we are. To figure out what incredible beings we are as humans. I believe we have more potential than we realize. Our minds and souls are incredibly intelligent beings, put into this flawed body. We are deity. Let’s act as such.