Idk if I ever have. I've just trained myself to beleive that whatever I've felt so far hasn't been true love, or I wouldn't have been able to let it go so easily. Maybe one day love is just gunna hit me like a ton of bricks, an hopefuly it won't let me go.
Shall we look for love, wait for love or forget totally about it?
I couldn't tell you honestly. I tell myself to wait for it, even though I always end up looking for it in the wrong girl. Then when I get close enough to touch it, I just say fuck it and forget about anything I felt before. Love is just fucked up